Monday, February 20, 2006

Have you ever just felt so helpless?

I took Miss K to see her doctor last week about a concern that Brian and I had. He agreed that it was something that needed to be looked further into and wanted to consult with another doctor to see if he felt the same way. He told me that it was nothing and they probably wouldn't want to even look at her.

So, her doctor called today and the specialist DOES want to see her within the next week to give her another check up and see what course of action, if any, needs to be taken. I couldn't even breathe the entire time he was telling me all this. When he was through, he asked me if I had any questions and I just started bawling. I couldn't talk or get out a complete sentence. Of course I have a million and one questions, but I can't think fast enough to get everything out! I did ask him a few questions and he kept telling me not to be worried. I just laughed at that. Any of you who REALLY know me know that I obsess and stress out over things like this.

So, please say a prayer for Miss K. Pray that all of this really is nothing and that she is a perfectly healthy little girl. Pray for me that I don't go insane with all the waiting. Too much idle time gives me too much time to think about all the things that could be wrong.

Please just pray for us.

5 comments:

Jann said...

My sweet new friend...know that I am praying for you and Miss K. She is totally in God's hands...and He carries her gently and with great love.

I pray peace for your heart. Endurance and patience for the time that must pass until you have an answer...and I pray that whatever is wrong will be healed by the Great Physician himself. However, if He chooses to use doctors here on earth, I pray that He gives them wisdom and insight and that soon Miss K will be right as rain.

Hang in there friend.

{change in plans} said...

Hollye,
Hugs and prayers that nothing is wrong with Beautiful Miss K.
Let me know if you have any questions, I can find info for you.
Jennie

Sonia said...

I hope everything turns out ok. I'm sure it will. (((Hugs)))

TracieClaiborne said...

Bless your heart. There is nothing like a Mother's heart to touch God. I will be praying that he gives you wisdom and peace and courage too! Do you need me to go to the Dr's office with you? I don't mind!

Love you!

Sherri said...

Hollye,
I will be praying for you. You know you can call me anytime. I am sure everything is going to work out to be just fine, but I completely understand a mother's worry. Hayden is having surgery on his hand next Thursday. He has a lump in it that they think is nothing, and they feel pretty confident it is nothing, but I am starting to worry that it is something. I can relate to the waiting, too much time = too much thinking!